I've come into an interesting predicament over the past week and since early yesterday my mind has been racing to the point that I physically felt it. I haven't been hungry in a few days and I've just kind of been out of it. I knew that I needed to get to the water ASAP. I finally got away from work and another responsibility to make it to the beach and got about a 2 hour session in. The waves weren't great and the board I'm riding is a POS, but it still felt amazing.
I'm still thinking about things but I don't feel as tense and I feel like **** is going to work out. I know surfing relaxes me, but I've never had anything getting to me this badly since I started surfing, and it helps knowing that I have a way to clear my mind and get back to where I need to be.