Instead of being a gift that separates us from the animals, free will has become my gaoler. Junkies are the ultimate outsider, not only are we outside of society: we are outside of nature. I spit, turn, and wander towards the beach. Heroin gave me wings but took away the sky. i'M sooooo dope sick right now
Never done heroin but nothing beats the love for nature while im on the blues. I'm off em now man but always do what makes you feel good and what draws you into your happy place, as long as it doesn't ruin your life, no matter what anyone says. Opium is as natural as Cannabis. Put on this earth to make you happy.
Jalama, Jalama, Jalama. and if you can stay for over 24 hours. you know thats good. Just don't walk to far...tides .
Find whats right in your life, might take you a bit, but everything can work itself out given the proper circumstances. Just had a buddy pass due to overdose but I know he was a way better person than that. Keep yourself happy and hungry. Cheers my friend
My best friend died when we were 27 from heroin. I miss him every day. He was one of the few people who understood me. He had a knack for reminding me of great stories about our lives that I would have otherwise forgotten. He's gone forever now, along with a big chunk of my life. There is absolutely no joy, freedom, or any other bullsh*t justification you might have for abusing opiates in that kind of loss. His family and friends are severely scared for life by his tragic departure. This tragedy repeats daily, we all know it, yet users continue attempting to justify their slow and sometimes not so slow suicide to their own families and friends. Guess what users, you’re high, you’re addicted, and you’re not even close to a right state of mind to justify anything at all!!! Your brain chemistry is completely out of balance. That's what makes me sick. Do you think your family and friends are the devil and don't care and want bad things to happen to you? = NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's the exact opposite; they want good things to happen to you!!!!!!! They love you. Do you users have any idea how hard it was to look at my best friend lying in a casket at 27 years old? It's been almost 10 years and I'm still not even close to being over it. How do you think his Mother and Father feel? Or his Brother? Or his three Sisters? The world has so much more to offer then being addicted to that garbage. Opiates will gladly take over your life to the point where they're all that exists. Eventually you'll die young and forfeit the worlds REAL great gifts. Opiates simply create an ILLUSION while simultaneously robbing your life right out from under you. That’s a gnarly bait and switch. Users need to help themselves and allow their families and friends to help them, help themselves back to the good life. It comes down to the user, how willing and strong they are to pull themselves out of their hole. Good luck, don’t be a p*ssy Josh, he was a legend the day I met him. R.I.P. I love you buddy.
This truly sucks man, nothing cool about it. We've all found ourselves in dark places and had too many friends find their end in substance abuse. No amount of temporary high is worth it. But, knowing how strong addiction can be, instead of lecturing... How can we help you? I know nothing about finding a good treatment program, but do know that most Health Insurance plans will pay something towards this service (if you have any). Narcotics Anonymous might be a good place to start: http://www.na.org/
I feel you brother. Only so much can be said on the subject. RIP Keith. Gone at 23, memory will always be a part of my family </3
had a dope habit for little over a decade and have now been clean for a little over 5 and a half years . NA is the only thing that ever worked for me find treatment and enjoy your life . just get some help you cant do it on your own.
Not in your shoes, but I think a strong "clean" group of people as support and drive would benefit you! Good luck man!!!
if you realized you actually have a problem and are actively seeking help then good on ya, and I wish you the best. If you have a problem and you don't want help, well then, you've sealed your own fate and I don't feel sorry for you.
I see by the post on the other thread that you scored so you are no longer dope sick... You need to get some help bro. You will continue this pathetic cycle for ever.... I did it for years. I never knew how hooked I was till the pills were gone. I would do anything to stop the sickness... I'd get sick then score then sick then score. It consumed my life. I know you think you will kick one day, or maybe you dont think you will... But the fact is you need to. You need to get help or you will die. And if you have family it will crush them. Their lives will never be the same because you liked getting high. I know it seems impossible, but I did it 3 years ago and my life is amazing now. I have a good job, beautiful wife, home and soon a kid. Please get help before you waste any more of your life
sounds like u need suboxone.dope is a bad thing,and its not the same as cannibas.u dont get sick and sweat from not smoking.now everyones on the oxys.dope was a big thing in my neck of the woods in the 90s.iv been smart enough to never try it,even tho i lived with plenty of junkies.my good friend chris meyers od'd and died,while his best friend got scared,climbed out his window and left him for death.he became a vedgetable and after a week they took him off life support.he was 23.iv seen plenty overcome their addictions with the help of the nj state prison association.last thing u want to do is kick in the can.i hope u find your way and get off the smack
