I am devastated! Some of the best conditions of my surfing life are happening RIGHT NOW by my house….but I am 70 miles inland at work. I have tried to call 3 different people to cover but no one can make it….they are out of town, no car, or at a doctors appointment. If I had realized earlier I would have gotten up at 5AM and hit it……or even better called someone in last night.

It’s making me sick to my stomach. I feel like my man cheated on me or my dog is sick…..I’m having trouble just functioning and counting money….It feels heavy just doing my job.