So Ive been home from school for about a month now. Ive been doing landscaping and 'struction. Yesterday we got out early from work because of the heat. Kinda weird. But hey whatever, boss probably just didnt want to pay us. Decided to go drinking and I got absolutely blasted. Couldnt walk, couldnt talk, I was completely wrecked. Had to get showered and dressed by my gf at my house. I don't remember any of it. Past the point of it being fun. Girlfriend is beyond pissed. Mom is concerned and sick. Overall just a sad situation. So, no real harm was done but everyones kinda over me being a drunk. I think I am too but im not sure. I kind of out of money and patience with myself. Im trying to figure out what my next move is. I dont want to over react but I also need to probably do something. Anyway i'm going to sea June 22 for about 2 months so I'll catch up with you then. Mahalo and have a good day yall.